Thursday, 23 December 2010
Production- Final Magazine Review Page
Wednesday, 22 December 2010
Monday, 20 December 2010
Production- Final Film Poster
Sunday, 19 December 2010
Thursday, 16 December 2010
Production: Recording my narration
My class mates had suggested that I record myself talking tot he camera in a 'video diary' style and then intersperse clips of me with the footage of Matthew. However, my film is already almost 4 minutes long and with the maximum length being five minutes, I was concerned that this would leave me with even more editing to do! I also decided that recording just a voice narration would be quicker, so with my deadline approaching fast, it seemed like the best option.
I still used my camera to record the narration, but I didn't intend to use the footage of me talking, just the sound. I set it up on a tripod in order to film myself and managed to do it in one take! There were a few mistakes, but these could be edited out in iMovie later.
When I started to put my narration over the top of my film, I realised I needed to cut it down slightly, as there were some clips of Matthew where I wanted to keep the diegetic sound. Thankfully I only had to cut out the odd sentence here and there to make it fit.
Monday, 13 December 2010
Production: Beginning the Final Cut
I noticed that a lot of my clips were still quite short and snappy, which was frustrating as I wanted the main action over which I would have my narration to be longer and to flow easily. Then I got the idea of having a few quick clips of Matthew, with the sound of his 'Leap Pad' over the top. A leap pad is a noisy toy that Matthew has on himnearly 24/7 so as a family we live with the constant noise of it. Due to his ADHD, he never lets it play one sound for very long so it often just omits short bursts of sound. These quick bursts of sounds paired well with the snappy clips of Matthew. In order to do this I had to extract the audio from some of the clips of Matthew playing with his Leap Pad in the car
Initially I started the film of a clip with Matthew being given his medicine. I thought that this would grab people's attention. However, Ms Casson suggested that I didn't use this clip frist, as it made him look ill. I then tried to pick clips that introduced Matthew's special needs gradually.
The video below shows the finished introduction to my short film
I aim to get my final cut completely finished by the end of the week.
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
Planning: Second draft of narration
It's hard to explain to people what Matthew's like and how severe his special needs really are. Basically his autism means he can't communicate or more accurately doesn't see the necessity... It's strange really, because there's so many times throughout the day where Matthew's trying to tell us something, but he's just pointing, making noises and we don't know what he means... so he gets angry which makes us frustrated... sometimes I feel like shouting at him 'this would be so much easier if you could just talk! Can't you see you need to?!' But I guess his brain just doesn't work that way... His learning difficulties mean he'll probably never learn to communicate like other people his age. Right now, aged 14, Matthew can only say single words. This doesn't mean he's quiet though, he's always making noise, but not anything that resembles a sentence. It's hard to put a sort of 'mental age' on him because, admittedly he can't read or write or count to ten, but he's clever in other ways... I think he's got more intelligence than we give him credit for. His ADHD is the simplest one to describe, it just means he's hyperactive; can't stay focused on one task for more than 5 minutes... if that.
Living with Matthew isn't easy. He's very challenging in lots of ways. His behaviour is quite unpredictable... it can make going out in public quite a difficult and embarassing experience as he just has no idea about what is and what isn't socially acceptable. Because he doesn't like change, his days have to be very structured... he has a clear routine and we can't just randomly decide to go out as chances are he'll just refuse to co operate. If he feels disturbed by something he tries to maintain a sense of order, so he'll start trying to boss me and my parents around.
He's become much more controlling... I think that's what I resent the most, how much control he has over everyone in the house... We either do it his way, or we don't do it at all! Most of the time it's just easier to let him have it his way than to suffer the consequences.
When Matthew gets anrgy, his tantrums are horrendous. He doesn't have them all the time, but he goes through phases where he'll have an outburst at least once a day. Those times are the hardest.. for everyone. We don't even always know what's brought it on because obviously, he can't tell us. I just feel so helpless. I normally just hide up in my room while my mum and dad deal with it. I wish I could help but they say they'd rather I didn't get involved because I'd just end up getting hurt. When he's in that sort of state he just sort of destroys everything in his path; he'll break furniture, lash out at me or my parents; he gets really violent. He's violent towards himself as well... it's almost like he realises that something's wrong with him and that's why he feels this way so he takes it out on himself. It's horrible to see Matthew like that.
He makes me really angry, sometimes. I know he can't help it, but I don't want to always excuse him as some of the things he does are just so out of order, but at the same time he's my brother... he's my only brother and I love him. Underneath all the anger and frustration that he directs at us is vulnerability, he needs us. I do feel very protective towards him because he can't fight his own battles, he needs people to fight for him. And that's me, that's my job. I'll always look after him, always be there for him. Always.
Monday, 29 November 2010
Production: Editing my footage
This is the second half of all the footage I have edited for my short film
I am slightly concerned about the grainy quality of my footage on the YouTube videos, as my footage does not look like that in iMovie. However, I am hoping that the low picture quality is due to the fact that I chose the option 'share for web streaming.' After putting all my footage together I realised that I do not need to film anymore footage as I already have 17 minutes worth and the recommended maximum length for my short film is 5 minutes. Therefore I need to cut down my footage to the most interesting parts, or the parts that I think best show what Matthew is really like. During the lesson I showed my footage so far to my classmates and they gave some great feedback about what they would like to see in my film. They thought that it would be good if I had narration over some of the slower pieces of footage, but leaving the sound on for some of them could be quite poignant. They also suggested that I included footage of myself or my parents talking, as this would give the narration a more personal feel, as the viewer would be able to see my expressions and reactions. They also asked me lots of questions about Matthew which gave me an idea of what people wanted to know, which will help me in my editing process and when writing my narration.
Friday, 26 November 2010
Production: Editing my footage
Monday, 22 November 2010
Extra research: Nick Hornby's writing on Autism
Wednesday, 17 November 2010
Production: Tripod footage
Friday, 12 November 2010
Production: Reviewing my footage
Monday, 8 November 2010
Production: Editing in iMovie
Tuesday, 2 November 2010
Half term work: Footage
Monday, 25 October 2010
Planning: Narration for documentary- First draft
It's hard to explain to people what Matthew's like and how severe his special needs really are... it tends to confuse them a little bit. Basically his autism means he can't communicate or more accurately doesn't see the necessity or feel the need to communicate.. that doesn't mean he doesn't get frustrated though... trust me when he gets frustrated you know about it! It's strange really, because there's so many times throughout the day where Matthew's trying to tell us something, but he's just like pointing, making noises and we don't know what he means... so he gets angry which makes us frustrated... sometimes I feel like shouting at him 'this would be so much easier if you could just talk! Can't you see you need to?!' But I guess his brain just doesn't work that way.. His learning difficulties mean he'll probably never learn to communicate like other people his age. Right now, aged 14, Matthew can only say single words. This doesn't mean he's quiet though, I mean he's always making noise, but not anything that resembles a sentence. It's hard to put a sort of 'mental age' on him because, admittedly he can't read or write or count to ten, but he's so clever in other ways... I think he's got more intelligence than we give him credit for. Although it might not seem that way when he's playing with noisy books or watching Postman Pat. His ADHD is the simplest one to describe, it just means he's hyperactive; can't stay focused on one task for more than 5 minutes... if that.
Living with Matthew isn't easy. He's very challenging... he's got more challenging as he's got older. He's become more controlling... I think that's what I resent the most, how much control he has over everyone in the house... it's not even that he thinks he has control, he does have that control. We either do it his way, or we don't do it at all! People find it hard to understand, why we give into him, why we let him do this... but most of the time it's just easier to let him have it this way than to suffer the consequences.
His tantrums really are horrendous. I mean he doesn't have them all the time, at the moment I'm happy to say that they're not a regular occurrence, but he does go through phases where... he'll have an outburst at least once a day. Those times are the hardest.. for everyone. We don't even always know what's brought it on because obviously, he can't tell us. I just feel so helpless. I normally just hide up in my room while my mum and dad deal with it. I wish I could help but they say they'd rather I didn't get involved because I'd just end up getting hurt. He's gets really violent and now that he's older it's started to actually make an impact, he really does hurt my mum and dad. It's horrible to see Matthew like that as well, with my mum and dad restraining him, it makes me think 'they shouldn't have to treat him like that he's their son!' They don't want to handle him like that.. but they have to, not just for their safety but for Matthew's as well. He's violent towards himself it's almost like he realises that something's wrong with him and that's why he feels this way so he takes it out on himself. He makes me really angry, sometimes. I know he can't help it, but I don't want to always excuse him as some of the things he does are just so out of order, but at the same time he's my brother... he's my only brother and I love him. Underneath all the anger and frustration that he directs at us is vulnerability, he needs us. I do feel very protective over him because he can't fight his own battles, he needs people to fight for him. And that's me, that's my job. I'll always look after him, always be there for him. Always.
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Planning: 25 word pitch
My documentary aims to give an insight into what living with a sibling with autism is like and the impact it has on family life.
Friday, 15 October 2010
Planning; Target audience
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Research: Autism
http://glennrowe.net/BaronCohen/AutismSpectrumQuotient/AutismSpectrumQuotient.aspx
Friday, 8 October 2010
Research: Distribution of short films
Wednesday, 6 October 2010
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
Monday, 20 September 2010
Research: Short documentaries- Favourites and Influences
I began my research by searching for some documentary style and factual short films for inspiration. These are some that I found:
Roz & Joshua
This is a film I found on the 'Tres Court' film festival website. It is a factual film about a woman named Roz who is trying to secure custody of her son Joshua, now that she is out of prison. I spoke about this film in my presentation; I thought it managed to create a serious and poignant mood, even though it was less than 3 minutes long. The black and white effect sets the tone immediately, a good technique as short films have very little time in which to make an impact. Whilst I'm not sure it would be right for my film, it fitted in well here. I also liked the use of both interviews to the camera, but also voiceover over the action.
24 Hours in London
This is a film I found on the Virgin Media Shorts website, which Ms Casson prompted me to go on. Whilst it is very different from the type of documentary I will be creating, I still found it very interesting to watch. I really liked the time lapse techniques used. Although the premise of the film may seem quite flimsy in a way; just filming 24 hours in London, it was actually very interesting to watch... the pace of London seemed very overwhelming!
Sundays
Another film that I found on the Virgin Media Shorts website, this was a documentary about what ordinary people did on a Sunday. Whilst I didn't find this documentary as interesting as the others in terms of content, I liked the technique of using both interviews to the camera and voiceovers (as seen in Roz & Joshua.) The documentary had a more light hearted tone than Roz & Joshua, so the lighting was brighter.
Whilst I liked all the documentaries and could learn something from all of them, I thought I'd try and refine my search and try to find some documentaries that would be more similar to mine; maybe even some specifically about autism.
I began by looking at the Three Minute Wonder section on 4od. Three Minute Wonders were what first gave me the inspiration to do a factual short film. I managed to find some good documentaries focused on one person as a main subject, which is what mine will be.
The first one I watched was a documentary called 'Norman' I liked the way the documentary used a combination of voiceover and interviews to the camera, a technique I definitely want to use in my own work. I also thought it was interesting how they also used photographs as well as film, something I may consider doing in my own project. The documentary used the same technique as 'Roz & Joshua'; making the footage black and white to instantly create a more serious mood. I'm still undecided as to whether I think this technique is appropriate or not for my documentary.
I also watched another documentary from the same 'Juggling with Homelessness' series called 'Jamun' 'Jamun' uses the same techniques as 'Norman'; such as being in black and white, mixture of voiceover and interviews, use of photography etc. Another thing I liked about these documentaries is the lack of narration, which I think would've spoiled the mood of the piece. Instead of using a voice narration, they use text on the screen instead, which can make more of an impact.
The three minute wonder documentaries were particularly relevant as they both focused on people who had special needs.
From my research into short documentaries I have discovered many common techniques and features of short documentaries. At this moment in time as I do not have my footage I am not entirely sure which techniques I will use in my own film, but have found many techniques that I would like to use. I found that many documentaries use text on screen as opposed to narration when any background information needs to be expressed. This technique is particularly good for short documentaries, as I feel that a narration can spoil the mood of the piece. I will most likely use this technique in my film. I am also very sure that I will use a mixture of voiceovers and interviews to the camera in my film. I am still undecided as to whether or not I will have my footage in black and white or colour or a mixture of the two. Whilst is it very good way of immediately setting the tone of the piece, I think I will need to review my footage after I have shot it and decide then.
Sunday, 19 September 2010
Wednesday, 15 September 2010
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
Proposal for Advanced Portfolio
Title of Brief: Written brief for my short film
Outline of ideas: My short film will take the form of a documentary about living with a sibling with autism, with the main focus being on my brother Matthew who is diagnosed with severe autism, profound learning difficulties and ADHD. I aim to give an insight into how autistic children behave and how their diagnosis affects the rest of their family.
Auxiliary Products: Poster for the film, film magazine review page
Target Audience: (age, gender, socio/economic group) Like many documentaries, the content will be suitable for anyone to watch, therefore it will be aimed at anyone who has an interest in autism; either on a professional or personal level. It will be mainly aimed at people who do not have much experience of children with autism as it will hopefully help them gain a better understanding of the condition, but it may also be of interest to people who have an autistic member of their family as they may want to see how my experiences compare to their own.
How will your media product use, develop or challenge forms and conventions of real media products? What is your inspiration? My idea is based upon the series of '3 minute wonder' films which are often shown before prime time shows on Channel 4. My film will follow conventions of documentaries such as the style of filming and the use of either a voice over or clips of people talking directly to the camera. I believe that what will make my product unique is my subject matter. In my experience of documentaries about autistic people, I haven't seen any that have included a child like Matthew, whose limited speech and unpredictable behaviour make him a challenging subject matter. Also, I haven;t seen any which focus on what it is like for the siblings of people with autism.
How will your main product and ancillary texts compliment each other? Whilst documentaries are not normally marketed in the same way as blockbuster films may be, they are still promoted, especially if they are appearing at a film festival. The poster and magazine review page with give the audience more of an idea about what the documentary is about and will make it seem more accessible, as some people are put off watching documentaries as they are stereotyped as being boring. Marketing it in a way similar to a film may change people's view.
How will you use media technologies in the construction and research, planning and evaluation stages?